What do you do when...

You can't make your mood go anywhere but down?
You can't help but question how you're going to make it in the world?
You're forced to choose between two things, and you love them both?
You're too terrified to know where to start?
You realize that sometimes no matter what you do, you won't make a difference?
You have absolutely no clue what to do with yourself?
You lose something that your friend specifically told you not to lose?
You start to let yourself think that you might actually make a big difference in somebody's life?
You have no way of helping your friend?
You lose a friend?
You realize that somebody will always have a bigger problem then you?
You need to talk but nobody's available to listen?
You're afraid to hope for things?
You're afraid of messing up?
You have things that you want to say, but you're not sure if others want to hear them?
You start counting the number of opportunities you've missed?
You run out of words before you run out of thoughts?

~Calminaiel~

"To a certain extent, it just doesn't feel right for me to just leave."