Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Me Voila

*gasp* Robyn speaking french?!

And now for something completely different...

I'm almost done my book. It's still a good book, but some elements still make me kinda mad. Like how he cheated on her twice and she still loves him. To an extent, I can understand that. But at the same time...c'mon, girl. Really.

I'm done math forever! (hopefully). The only way I'd have to take it again is if my mom doesn't like my mark and makes me take it again online. But if I get a half decent mark, that'll hopefully put me somewhere in the 60s, and I figure if I get at least that I can get out of taking it again. If I'm in the, maybe not. Let's hope.

I also couldn't find my physics teacher after the exam, so I have no idea where I'm taking my physics exam. My current play in to just come to school on Friday at least an hour early and hopefully he'll be in his room and I can ask him. Watch me have a mini crisis because I have no idea where I'm doing my exam...there's something to look forward to, eh?

I also have to go to guidance, because in the two times I went in, the person I wanted to talk to, wasn't there. If they're not there Friday, I'll just leave it until next year. Or maybe I'll ask them sometime late summer or something when they start taking course changes. Meh. We'll see.

In case you haven't noticed yet, I really don't have anything significant to say. I have no idea where the brochure / sign up form for the U of C workshop has gone, and there weren't any left at the school, so let's hope that, after looking around my little corner, I find it. Otherwise, it looks like I'm not going to that after all.

So many 'hopefully's and 'maybe's and 'let's hope's tonight. Good job Robyn.

And I shall see you all, when I see you all.


"See, this is the reason I'm a hopeless romantic!"

Monday, June 18, 2007

Random Book Rant

So, I've started this new book. The Romantic. It's kinda neat, and not really like any other book I've ever read. Anyways, there's something in particular that's bugging me about it.

There's this girl and she's totally in love with this guy. However, the guy's an alcoholic, and he's slowly killing himself because he won't stop drinking. Like, he's a totally awesome guy and everything, he just drinks, and he doesn't even drink in front of anybody. He's like the perfect, sweetest guy, and he says the best things, but he's slowlying killing himself, and he knows it! But he won't stop. He tried going to a clinic for treatment, but two months later when he got out he was right back to drinking.

This girl loves him, and he's always telling her he loves her too, and it's so obvious that he does. But he still won't stop drinking. She's told him he's hurting her by doing this to himself, but he doesn't stop. How can he love her, and still hurt her like that? I really don't get it. I'm horribly afraid that this guy will turn out not to be the perfect, sweet guy he seems to be, but I really hope that isn't true. I kinda want to find out why he's doing this, but if it means finding something like that out, I'd rather not know.

This is really bugging me, because although I can understand her emotions, to an extent, and I can follow the story and everything, but there's this one thing I can't understand, and it's how can he do this to himself when it's obviously hurting the girl that he loves, and who loves him? *sigh*

On another note, the girl got pregnant, but only found this out after having two 'light' periods. Hold on a minute, you don't get pregnant, and then have two more periods, no matter how light they are. That's also something I don't quite understand, but I can let it go. *shrugs*

I didn't call the hair place to see if I can get my hair re-dyed before Colorado. Oh well. It doesn't really matter anyways. Still holding my breath...or something. I'm not quite sure how I feel anymore. I'm just going with things. I have a feeling I'm in for another night of boredom on the computer...maybe I'll go to bed early.

Anyways, enough random comments...


"I prefer the term 'wet kitten' to 'drowning rat'."

Thursday, June 14, 2007

That time again?

I suppose it's time to post again, although I really don't have much to say. Seriously, lately I've found that the more thinking I do, the more depressed I get. That's exaggerating it, but the concept's the same. So I don't really want to think much right now. I just kinda want to live for the moment right now, because that seems to be when I'm happiest.

I feel like so much is going on...or rather, maybe it's almost the opposite. There's not a lot going on right now, but I feel like I'm holding my breath, just waiting for when things will start happening. And I know they will. I'm just going to hold my breath for another...oh my gosh, less than two weeks!...and then jump right in and see where things go. Then I'll have a little break to recover, maybe think about stuff, maybe not, depending how I feel. Red Deer will be a welcome break. It's pretty much the only camp where there's limited drama. Surprise, I know, but it's true. They just keep us so busy there's not much time for a lot to happen. Come to think of it, that's probably why they keep us so busy.

After that I get to start getting ready for school. Which means I'll probably do some thinking about band council...and other stuff, which we won't discuss at the moment. Again, more of that action that I'm holding my breath, waiting for. Maybe it'll turn out to be nothing, but...I dunno, I kinda hope it won't turn out to be nothing. Hey, I'm a band kid, and a teenager, I'm allowed to hope...=)

Have fun interpreting this one. =P

Pardon me for saying this, but I've found I actually quite like using this blog to confuse people. Hehe. Or at least keep them guessing. I know there are a handfull of people who probably know exactly what I'm talking about, but still. It's fun to vaguely hint about things. Maybe it's just because I'm not good at lying, but here I can almost do it....but not really...

Okay, now I'm just not making sense anymore, so maybe I'd better just go...I'm going to bed strangely early for a night where I don't have school the next day...well, I guess I still have some things to do on the computer yet...but nobody's really chatting to me, and I dunno...I guess I find bed more satisfying then starting a pointless msn convo...not that my convos with friends are ever pointless, but still.

Meh, you never know...maybe after doing what I need to do, I'll find playing computer games and listening to musc more satisfying then bed. We'll see.

Maybe I should see what's going on on WoW...been a while since I've been there...maybe it's just not my thing, although it is amusing, and can cure boredom for a while...

Geez, so many maybes tonight. Almost makes you think I don't know what's going on in my life.

You almost wouldn't be wrong. =P



"Twenty years after high school, and they're still not over this guy!"

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Complaints for the Night

I think I'm getting my mom's cold.
Bassoon exam's tomorrow.
Physics test tomorrow and Tuesday.
English homework is due.
My head hurts like a bitc-...well, it hurts a lot.
My nose is stupid.
My throat hurts.
My computer's not nearly as fast as I would like it.
I'm still dead tired.
It's my stupid wonderful time of the month.
More English homework is due.
I don't feel like doing anything, but I have a lot to do.
My face is breaking out like there's no tomorrow.
I'm cold.
I kinda have a fever.
More English homework is due.
I said I'd bake cookies for Monday, and I haven't.
I don't want to be sick for the band party Monday.
My tone today was not good.
I just want to huddle down and read my book in my blankets.
I need to get up to take a shower.
I don't want to stay up late doing English homework.
I don't want to be sick.

Alright, now I'm just grasping at straws to make myself seem more pathetic. Maybe I'll take a bath instead of a shower. That'll solve one of them. As for the rest...whatever. I just needed to get all that out.

Damn. I don't want to have a bath if it's my freakin time of the month. Yay...

I should go before I start swearing even more on here...


P.S. If you're going to chat to me, and it's not to be sympathetic, or helpful, I may or may not ask you to screw off. Just thought I should warn you.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

What to Say...

That is the question for tonight. I really don't feel like I have much to say. Life's good.

Seriously, I really am trying to think of things to blog about, but I don't really feel like saying anything...or there's nothing worth talking, at least. So I'll attempt to sum up the last few days with a picture...

More or less...=P


"Cinder block?"

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Homework Time

Okay, I actually have to sit down and get my english homework done. As much as I love the thought of enjoying this week and then not sleeping the entire weekend...I don't, really. So, instead of getting no sleep for two nights, I'll just get limited sleep for the next week. Either way, it's not really pleasent, but I did see this coming. I knew this was going to happen if I didn't do my work, and yet I still didn't do it. Not that I regret that, it's what I do. But now I actually have to work.

Hm..what's been going on that's worth mentioning here...

Not much actually. I went to Miranda's vegetarian potluck the other night, which was a lot of fun. Pictures are on facebook.

Boys are stupid. In general, they really are. Between them not standing up and just being men, to them fooling around and ruining's a wonder we still like them. =P

Other then that, I don't have much to say. I still don't think my scales are where they need to be for my exam, but maybe I can pull through them anyways. I didn't have a super long practice tonight because the Wizard of Oz was on TV, and I got distracted.

I had a big sentimental thing to write here on Friday. Then I didn't feel like writing, and I don't feel like posting about it now. You guys are probably all sick of reading those kinds of posts anyways. =P


"I am...ze Judicator. You get an F...with bullets..."